Thursday, December 16, 2010

June 2006 from my journal....

June 2006, It has been a little over a month since the death of my son.  I prayed often that the Lord would give me something to hold on to as everything seems so out of control.  And He did on this day and would like to share it with you.  There will be a chapter in my book on all the amazing testimonies and visions the Lord shared with me .  This is worded straight from my journal .

 I laid in a tanning bed last week ( a place where I can be still and quiet my mind )  With the lights warming my body and my mind at peace the Lord shares a vision with me.  I saw Cody rolling in the beautiful green grass than I saw what must be my image of God SO BIG and Cody sitting on His knee.  Cody was in the lap of His Father and peace and joy was all over him.

O Lord In the sacrament of this moment let the wordless sorrow of my silence....  Give voice to my praise of You....

3 comments:

  1. Praying for you, may God continue to comfort you and fill your heart with peace.

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  2. I think it wonderful how God so often prevents us feeling the full pain at first, but gives us a steady stream of little encouragements that keep it from ever overwhelming us.

    I'll pray as well

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  3. Toyin and dfish, thank you so much for your support and comments. It is so great to meeting wonderful people who Love the Lord. I will be praying for my blogging friends as well. So nice to meet you all.

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