THE JOURNEY

June 29 2006  ( 2 months into my grief journey )

Straight from my journal....
THE JOURNEY
I can't stay here,  I must move forward-
Time keeps moving forward and so must I-
I can't stay here cause Gods word is always going forward...
Philippians 3:14
Paul says that he moved forward towards "the upward call of God in Christ Jesus"
It is my walk with God that will move me forward into a larger life with God....
The Lords plan for my life is pure and simple, specially during this time of grief.  He has shown me...
Oh Gail, what is good:  and what does the Lord require of me  But to do justly.   To love  Mercy and to walk humbly with my God.
My Prayer...
Lord may I humbly walk with You,  take my hand and guide me through every moment of every day.  Anoint my mind-mouth-hands and feet.  Let me not miss what You are doing in me and my sons in this process.  Lord download wisdom in me as I truly don't know how to handle the things that are ahead of me...  keep me covered as I walk so very Raw- fill my loneliness with Your presents, fill my mind with Your thoughts, forgive me for my anger as I release it to You... fill my spirit with power as I witness to others  and Lord fill my family with HOPE again -Let us not forget Your call on our lives. I pray for good relationships as many have walked away and keep us healthy.  Help us to be a good witness- let us believe what we say- let us witness You at work through us...  Bottom line is I can't survive with out you....  In Jesus name Amen

It has been years since I looked at this prayer and wow I think I will continue to pray it....   Blessings